Tuesday, April 5, 2011

sometimes I think, sometimes I don't.

Right now - I don't.

The way I measure time these days.

I have a ton of work to do 'till tomorrow. And it seems that lately every day comes with a ton of work. I don't even see the end of it.  Every day seems the same: difficulities with waking up, driving to school, trying to be awake at classes, driving home, panic attacks in the afternoon, stressing out because of all the work you haven't done yet, trying to do all the projects at once, failing miserably because you couldn't finish all the projects at once, trying to relax in the evening, realising it's 00:00 and going to sleep.
Thank god I meet Špela few times a week, and thank god for cofee, and for messagess, and those cute smiles that keep me awake, and for music, and for sun.
An old (almost) friend of mine winked at me today. (Long story, but to sum up - it's about an old joke). Really cute, but I didn't even remembered it 'till now. Maybe I walk this world like a zombie.
And there still exists a person who knows how to beat my self confidence. And today I didn't even care. I didn't even care... Well... That's good, right?
And I'm thinking: "When did March even begin?!". It's April now. I mean - APRIL!? Hell no. May comes next. And my birthday with it. Woot?! =O If this goes on I'll even forget my own birthday. I have to change something. I have to change the way I think. I have to care even less than I do now.
Yeah, that's it. "Procrastinate now - panic later."

 And here's the thought of the day: "Life is too short to wear boring clothes." Indeed.



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