A year ago...

...I wrote this: Ignorance is bliss
Funny how life can change in one year. I'm not that depressed girl anymore. People around me make my life better. And sometimes I already think I know what I want to do in my life. And how I want to live.
I am pretty satisfied with my decision to go study architecture. I enjoy it. Although there are always some days when I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. But I don't have time to sleep.
I made new friends, but I did not forget my old ones! They are still THE best! I love almost all of my new schoolmates (except those who I can't figure out - and I don't even want to).
Well, I still do not know who my better half and my true soulmate is, I still get bored to death sometimes, and I'm still waiting for summer.

That makes TWO posts in ONE day! =D Progress, I'd say... And my fingers still wants to slide across the keyboard. Maybe I'll figure out how to end that old story I once wrote... Lennon and Zoltan - what should I do with you....Hmmm....

Kadar pride tisti čas---

---ko je treba pobrisati prah, se vedno najde nekaj za obujanje spominov. In si mislil, da sploh več ne obstaja. Hja, hvala bogu, da redko brišem prah! Ker potem je veselje ob najdbi večje!
In tu je produktivnost naših ur psihologije (in biologije?) iz leta 20_ _ :
Po pisavi sodeč, sva avtorici naslednje Ode midve z Monico. =)

Oda Šokoladam

Šokolada, s šokolado, v šokoladi,

meni meša se ob njihovi pojavi.

Roke, noge, hrbet, pas - 

najlepši je njihov stas.

Kaj vse bi z njimi počela,

če povem ti, ne boš verjela!

Fererro, Rafaello, Snickers, Mon Cheri,

sploh ne vem, kje začela bi!

Zdaj ko mislim, se mi pred očmi megli.

Če omedlim, naj me on zbudi.

Ah, pogrešam te nore čase, ko nas je razganjalo... =D In ne bi jih zamenjala za nič na svetu!

P.S.: Na drugi strani lista je Oda majonezi (za katero mislim, da je že na blogu!!!), obstaja pa še en vrhunec naše poezije, opremljen celo z ilustracijo! Ha!  TO BE CONTINUED...

stay focus

I know what I want to do. 

I want to inspire you to do great things in your lives.

I just don't know how (yet).

Is it a bad thing if I avoid company of those who are just average (in my opinion)? 'Cause I realised I did that often in past few weeks. The problem is that I think I'll become just like them. And I do not want to start thinking in their way. It terrifies me.

And yes - I know - I didn't achieve anything meaningful in my life yet. And yes - that kinda makes me average too. But the difference is in the way we think. They are just satisfied with average. They don't even want to try to do better. All they want for themselves is to finish school (with a low grade as possible - because they think we don't need more than a 6), get a credit and buy an appartment, and then live their miserable life in a same place 'till rest of their lives. And maybe, if they're lucky, they'll get married and have a child and a dog.

Well that's fine with me. I also want to spend my life with that one and only person who makes you not to care about anything else. And I like dogs. 

BUT I do not want to live somewhere with someone and just wait for death. Forget it! Before I do that - I want to make a difference! And one person is enough. I want to know that I did my best to achieve something good. Then I can die in peace.

And always remember! We do not have to be like anyone else!                 

(I must never forget that).

Loesje v Mariboru

...si pa res zasluži objavo v slovenščini. Kot obljubljeno, sem danes poslikala ta, že zelo obrabljen Loesje plakat. Me zanima, kdo ga je že kadarkoli videl. Ker očitno je že star. No, "feel free" da poveste lokacijo. Vem tudi še za enega oz. kolikor je od njega še ostalo. Bo objavljen v kratkem!
Loesje je eden izmed tistih projektov in gibanj, ki se mi zdijo genialni. Tako kot Free Hugs. In ja - na mojem seznamu želja je med drugim tudi "do a Free Hugs campaign". Ampak o tem drugič...
Lep pozdrav v planine in doline!

 "kako zanikrna železna stvar dobi pomen z Loesje" ali "posledice duha časa (=Zeitgeista)"

What I want right now

All I want to do right now is pack my bag and get out of my life.
At this moment I'm convincing myself not to worry and to "seize the day", but it's just so damn difficult. School is not everything and it is overrated - I'm sure. I just don't realize that as much as I'd want to.

I was thinking the other day... If I had more money and a sense of fashion - I'd do a fashion blog. But then I realised, that I wouldn't even get enough sponsors and be payed, because saddly - I live in Slovenia.
So for now I'm just gonna enjoy every beautiful day here in my little life.

Yeah, this is seizing the day in the winter sun:

Ena poučna (though I don't drink beer)

Profesor filozofije je stal pred razredom. Pred seboj je imel nekaj stvari. Ko se je pouk začel, je brez besed vzel velik prazen kozarec. Napolnil ga je z večjimi kamni. Vprašal je študente ali je kozarec poln. Strinjali so se.

Profesor je vzel posodo z manjšimi kamenčki in jo zvrnil v kozarec. Na rahlo ga je pretresel. Kamenčki so se seveda skotalili v prazne prostore med kamni, ki so bili že v kozarcu. Potem je ponovno vprašal študente, ali je kozarec poln. Zasmejali so se in se strinjali.

Profesor je iz mize pobral škatlo z drobnim peskom in ga stresel v kozarec. Seveda je pesek zapolnil vse prostorčke, ki so bili še na voljo.

»Zdaj«, je rekel profesor: »želim, da spoznate, da je to vaše življenje. Veliki kamni so pomembne stvari – vaša družina, vaš partner, vaše zdravje, vaši otroci, vaši prijatelji – stvari, ki ostanejo, tudi če je vse drugo izgubljeno, vaše življenje je še vedno polno. Manjši kamenčki so druge stvari, ki štejejo kot služba, vaša hiša, vaš avto. Pesek je ostalo; manjše stvari.

Če daste v kozarec najprej pesek, potem v njem ni prostora za manjše in večje kamne. Isto velja za vaše življenje. Če porabite ves svoj čas in energijo za majhne stvari, nikoli ne boste imeli prostora za stvari, ki so za vas resnično pomembne. Bodite pozorni na stvari, ki so odločujoče za vašo srečo. Igrajte se s svojimi otroci. Vzemite si čas in se poveselite s prijatelji. Peljite partnerja na ples. Vedno bo še dovolj časa za delo, čiščenje hiše ali avtomobila. Najprej poskrbite za kamne – za stvari, ki resnično štejejo. Postavite si prioritete. Vse ostalo je samo pesek.«

Toda potem…

Nek študent je vzel kozarec, za katerega so se že prej študentje in profesor strinjali, da je poln, in zlil vanj kozarec piva. Pivo je zapolnilo še vse preostale prostorčke in resnično napolnilo kozarec.

Nauk te zgodbe:

Vseeno kako polno je vaše življenje, vedno je dovolj prostora še za en kozarec piva!

It's another year

It's 2011 already. And again I say:  SKY IS THE LIMIT . Last year I tried not to forget this. And from now on I'm gonna try even harder.
You should too.

 

Yeah, Loesje is simply great. My eye once caught a paper of Loesje also in Maribor (not this one). If isn't that wonderful. :) 

 Maaan, this post is so inspiring! :) I should do it more often rather than complain about my life...