Where is everybody?

No, seriously... Where the hell is everybody?!
I know it's holidays and everything. And you probably spend some quality time with your family and relatives. I understand. But ALL the time?! Every evening?! 'Cause I don't. And it sucks. I'm bored to death. And I'm starting to feel a little depressed. And my mind is going crazy - there are moments that I just want to explode. I realized that I can't be in my house for too long. It's making me sick. And I hate to go out alone. It's fu***** winter!!! And It's freezing.
Today I tried to go out for a walk. With my camera - because the light of the sun was amazing. But I didn't come far. Only to the back of our house. It was really cold and windy...Damn... After 10 minutes I barely felt my fingers. And yeah, I still hate winter. Although, I must admit - todays sunshine was inspiring. And I did a liitle photoshooting...
Yep, you could say: Oh M G...
But THIS is what happens when I really get bored and have no one to talk to!

I really love this hand-knitted hat :)

Oh, yesterday I listened to Rise Against. Yep, I just realized that their music is deep and meaningful and that they really have an incredible talent. And I just love the feeling I get when I listen to them carefully. Maybe I'll become a big fan... Who knows  =)

dodatek

Očitno je potrebnih nekaj dni, da se najde še več slik in ostale nesnage od brucovanja in gradbentine na internetu..
Gradbentina: Photo by Samino
Brucovanje in provokativni LET3 (žal ni "hardcore" slik): Photo by Samino
Pa lep zasnežen vikend!

peteek!

Long time no see, moja draga slovenščina...
Danes je prvi dan letošnje zime, ko sem se spet zavedla, da sovražim mrzlo, monotono vreme, kratke dneve in pomanjkanje energije. Skratka, ne maram zime. Pika. Poletjeeeeee, kjeeee siiiiii??!?!?!? 4 dni se že bašem s čokolado in z vsakim dnem se moje celice bolj bašejo z maščobo. In ker so moji možgani zaenkrat še sposobni zavedanja, da maščoba ni "ok", je posledica vsega tega počasno drsenje v t. i. sezonsko depresijo.

No, pa da na hitro z vami delim še novice tega napornega tedna. Projekt Gradbentina je uspešno zaključen, brucovanje je bolj ali manj uspelo (bolj za gradbenike, manj za arhitekte), LET3 niso razočarali, moje čustveno stanje je dokaj stabilno in moje memoriranje imen je še vedno na stopnji štiriletnika.

Zanimivo je tudi to, da se zdi, da se je moj položaj v družbi izboljšal. Ampak samo zdi. Zahvaljujoč tej akreditaciji za mojim vratom: 

Zanimivo je, kako se ljudje začnejo ukvarjati s tabo, ko mislijo, da si bolj pomemben, kot so si prej predstavljali. Seveda se motijo, ker nisem bila niti približno blizu nazivu organizator. A tu je dokaz, da se da z njimi manipulirat na otročje lahek način. Z listom papirja in eno besedo.

In spet sem bila malce razočarana nad svetom. Pa ne za dolgo, ker iskreno povedano - pozornost mi je prav godila. :)

Hope to see you soon, my mushibushishushi-readers!

P.S. In zdaj jaz vas vprašam: KAJ narediš, če spoznaš osebo, ob kateri imaš občutek, da se poznata že celo večnost le po dveh spregovorjenih stavkih?

here's the thing

I'm sharing my life here with you. But that's obvious, isn't it? I'm sharing my days, my problems, my ups and downs with all of you who're too far from me. Just so you know - I'm still here. And I'm not going anywhere. And my mind is still a little stupid. And I still want to change in some ways. And I hope someday I will.

Well...I've been thinking (as strange as this may seems)... Why don't all of you who still read this blog, do the same? Why don't you sum up your day every evening (or at least once a week)?
That would be kinda great. Then I would also know what's going on with you and your life. Because lets face it. We don't see very often nowadays. Well, we don't even hear very often, or text, or e-mail. And that, my little monsters, IS sad.

However, today I went for a walk. On a sunny day like today it would really be a shame not to. I only took my Canon with me (because my mp4 is still broken and I still haven't buy a new one). And it was great! Until I found a dead animal. Again... I don't know what's happening, but it seems that every time I go for a walk, I found some dead animals... Fish, bugs... But today it was a weasel. (At least I think it was.) And I felt sorry for her...It's just so sad when you see a dead creature.
Well, here are some photos (but not the "weasel" 'cause I already posted some dead fish once and it was weird). I can always find some new motives to take a picture. And I just wish I wouldn't find dead animals anymore...

Oh, I also wanted to say that somehow I feel that I've lost my creativity. I don't draw for myself anymore and it's confusing... But I hope I'll get over it.


And just one more thing! You may expect some depressed posts next week!
Have a great Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday! (If I won't have time to post something sooner...)

What do you do

when you need a hug???

no make-up, no food, no time

What I ate today.
1. A half of roll with poppy seeds and a cup of tea
2. a quick sandwich and instant coffee
3. yogurt
4. two tables of chocolate
5. another half of roll with poppy seeds
6. and a cocoa.

Being an architecture student really isn't fun anymore.
If this goes on - soon the only thing in my stomach will be butterflies...

butterflies in winter?

No, in my stomach... Well, it has been a long time. And I'm still waiting to realize the amount of my stupidity.

However, about the below photo... Here's the thing...I must have been walking up and down Gosposvetska road for 2 weeks now. And I've never seen this wall... Fri(e)nds - Love - heART. It's interesting... I'm still thinking what does this all mean, and what was the person who wrote this, thinking.

When I look at this really bad photo, I realize I'll have to start bringing my camera with me everyday. Because there's always something that is worth sharing with you.

Oh! Almost forgot!!! The city is in lights!! =D
Yeah, Maribor in christmas lights with a smell of hot-wine and cute couples on the streets... inspiring.

 At Santa's!!! =)

 I wish you (and myself) a great winter!

Isn't it just great

when 1 single person makes your day?! =D
But it's even better if there are 2...

Today's specials: 

1. snowing in Maribor,

2. jokes about girls who study civil engineering,

3. a man with a HUGE Teddy Bear,

4.getting stuck with a car.

 

Yeah, it was a good day...